It's been a while, sup Blogger world. I have this habit of wanting to write, then not wanting to, then wanting to again. It is a vicious cycle. Anyway, here I am, back to writing mushy feelings and fleeting thoughts.

 Fellowship is important. Whenever I begin to see a decline in my general emotional, mental, or spiritual health, I can often track the beginning of that back to myself disconnecting from the people around me. Why do I disconnect? Who knows. Possibly because I feel that I've been wronged by people so why let them get close. But this doesn't make sense to me because I believe that I am quite open and vulnerable with friends about what is on my mind and things that have happened to me previously. Or possibly, I think that I am better off on my own without all these inferior minds and emotions getting all up in my way. But then that's not what I'm all about either because I really do love my friends. Hmmm. Quite an interesting place to be now that I realize that I've been anti-social (partially) and seeing again the value of fellowship with my Bros and Sisters.

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